Everything will come, exactly as it does.

It has been a little too long since I have written in my blog on myspace and I kinda miss it. But since no one uses myspace anymore including me, I need a new place to write. I really don't know that I will have anything all that interesting to talk about but we will see how it goes. If nothing else, I need to keep practicing at the whole writing thing. Sure, the time would be better spent finishing my book, but that can be so overwhelming that writing a few paragraphs here about completely unrelated stuff would be nice. Recently, I found a journal that I wrote my first semester of college and it really made me want to do something like that again. Very interesting to see my thought process back then, wow have I changed. I think for the better, fortunately. My life pre-Jason was pretty empty and that writing reminded me of that. But now it is on to bigger and better things and finally time for me to figure out what I want to be when I grow up. LOL.

So let's see what is there to say about me? Been married for five years to my best friend although we have been together alot longer than that. Almost 14 years now, damn I am old. LOL. I don't have kids and not sure that I really want them afterall. I kinda like how things are the way they are. I have a puppy, who is not really a puppy anymore. She turns 1 next month. I can't believe it. She is awesome though and we are thinking of getting her a companion but I am afraid I will get Cujo or something the second time around because she is just that good minus the whole destroying all her toys in two seconds. But it's better than my furniture so I can't really complain. We own our home and love it and have spent the past year or so redecorating/remodeling it. It's a very special place to me with lots of great memories.

Currently, I am not working but it is completely by choice. Although I do hope to find something that I will love to do soon. But it will come along when it's suppose to, so I am patiently waiting. I am kicking around going back to school but I will probably wait on that decision until Jason finishes his Master's next summer. We would never see each other if I did it now and that just isn't acceptable. Plus, I am not 100% sure what I want to do. Like I said, patiently waiting. Everything will come exactly as it does.